Friday, March 9, 2018

I don't speak because I have the power to speak, I speak because I don't have the power to remain silent. Life is a season of changes.

Life of joy, and pain for sure, but more pain than joy because always placed in last place for love and attention also. Ways and means used to get over the losses were written and posted on internet in pen names, to deal with the little deaths that have occurred with me, and this was one way to deal with all the questions that I had for this time of March -May 2013.The portal to the realm of Death. Lions, Tigers And Bears, Oh My, Faces In The Crowds.I don't speak because I have the power to speak, I speak because I don't have the power to remain silent. Life is a season of changes.


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Twisted Sister - I Wanna Rock .Heel the heads in the sands, help to heal, the faces in the mirror, frogs,snakes,spiders,worms, rats to races,horse and pony shows. Disneyland nightmares, hares to lost, walks in the park, Nazi in towers. Magic, madness Jim Jones, Micky Mouse, Jesus Christ, cons and pros. 

Men and mice, faces in the crowds, faces under the skin, frogs and fish. Wine and bread, crumbs for the two kids, mothers dead, father with a new wive. Two times, death, divorce, and desertions , coins to flip. Think about the kids, nuts to fall, nuts alone, girls with out mothers, motherless girls. 

I don't speak because I have the power to speak, I speak because I don't have the power to remain silent. Life is a season of changes.
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In the begining he was a godsend, and I was so thankful for the time he spend keeping a promise he made, to make sure that I got my benefits because he had help Malcolm Gerstein get his, and this was his only experience working with a Veteran, he liked him more than his daughter Sher Beth, who he married and created the greatest Jewish White Star, and it was Steven Jay Jarrot, only reason to live, and their belief that my life was worth less than Rachel Jarrot, because she was the apple of the sires eye. Everyone was second or their to his second issue with a lack of natural hair, and she was the golden calf in his world, and that was the state of affairs, that he was and is a devil here on earth for the sake of love and devotion to the Cali Cow that he created. All the issues go around in circles back to the C.I don't speak because I have the power to speak, I speak because I don't have the power to remain silent. Life is a season of changes.


Cow that is now a Coloralo Buffalo by choice, and he does not like it that she is a butte, bitch, and a whale, or a cow to buffalo, and this was her choice because her nose is in the air, and she likes to do everything on someone else dime, is the lifestyle that she lives. It is sad, that the sire thinks it is the school, that should be desired by all because his young fag hag kid, without a lot of natural hair left, because of the hate within, is how I see it, right or wrong, or reason may not be why. Not my kind of people.  It is a long story, and I have pieces that I will share with you, as I have share this story from the beginning, just because  I was unable to find anybody to listen to this song and dance, is what I calll my life. What are the true words or labels that can be applied I am not sure, so this may be a little off the wall so to speck as I will write about it now, and limit who get to see and share my point of views. So you are the lucky one, and it is going to take a few minutes to look at the things that has happen after the trip to hell and back .I don't speak because I have the power to speak, I speak because I don't have the power to remain silent. Life is a season of changes.


RV camping with Steve Jarrot, and his true face was not in my best interest and it made me sad to think that his mask was satan, and had to get out of that life with him, and the death of my netbook was the end. At that time he was able to knock the clock off the wall and time stopped at 5:15 am in the morning, and I was shocked awake from the angry outburst of a serial drug user of tina or pnp or clouds in the sky, not sure exactly what it was, just that it made him unreasonable. I was so scared and thought I was going to have a heart attack from the outburst and the throwing of things across the room where I had been sleeping. It was time for a change and that was the begining of the separatition that took about a year to cut and get off the bus, and make a new plan.   Was not able to take the pain, and was not able to take the name calling, and the appearance was just like the recuiter that attacked me .


I was seventeen again, and again, and the medications that I was on stopped working, and was not able to get the image out of my head that Steve Jarrot, was trying to kill me for his kid-Rocky or Rachel Jarrot, who is now a buffalo girl by choice, and he thinks that I want to be her, for some simple reason or another, and it was a fact that he has been having sex with buffalo girl since she was 16, and it is a standing joke in the family about the sex with the mother Sheri as well, and not a good place to be stuck when they like to believe that they are so much better than the working classes because they are serpents and reptiles and snakes that are loose in the dens that they cross, and the truthfulness and honesty is twisted for them in my views or my point of view and not healthy either.  Thankful and glad to be able to get a few things done, and thanks again to God and the stars above for the things that I have and the things that I need, to come and fall into place. I believe if you ask for it the things that you need will fall into place at the designed time to cover the need. Have been without a house again, and at the stage to purchase one and the time is ripe and this is the season for a house. I don't speak because I have the power to speak, I speak because I don't have the power to remain silent. Life is a season of changes.

Thanks so much for the cash to get out of the gate, and help to keep on track the things that need to be done with Ella Doce Cases De Mayo De California, and the goods and services to be provided for self, family, and homeless veterans in the state of California. It is a dream of mine, that I have been raceing to this end for some time, just had a few bumps in the road to slow me down, nothing that will carry over during the rest of my life time. Here are a few of the things that was created to get over the pain, losses were shared and posted to prevent the same treatment to others that may fall prey to charm and goodness for a short period before the devil or serpent within comes out, and you have a reptile in the den to deal with, and the form of truth and honesty from him or his acorns and issues are moot, to the others that I know and twisted as well, it was a life in hell and being homeless on wheels, in a RV Camping lifestyle was not desired for the long run.I don't speak because I have the power to speak, I speak because I don't have the power to remain silent. Life is a season of changes.

Death by fire was one way that we almost died together on August 17, 2012, in Redlands, CA, and I know I did died for a few minutes more or less, but do recall the joy and pleasure and the delight to still be alive. Just one of the reasons not to RV camp again in this life with Steven Jay Jarrot, or any one from that tribe, they are twisted and they live on cash from other people or insurance claims to damages to RV, with AAA to steal cars for them, and Allstate Insurance also covers the experiences for the damages to RV. Life of joy, and pain for sure, but more pain than joy because always placed in last place for love and attention also.  Ways and means used to get over the losses were written and posted on internet in pen names, to deal wth the little deaths that have occurred with me, and this was one way to deal with all the questions that I had for this time of March -May 2013.

Men, mice, mace, basket cases, fools, dreams of lights,love, lucky breaks, faces in layers of trash left over from New York. 😘❤ Mayra Isla.😘Frank Agresti ....Elaine Schiavone . Oasis of the Mind: Monkeys In Packs, Crooks, Cheaters, Liars.Donkey Dates, Dawgs, Dicks 2, lovers, haters, suckers for free rides, dances in layer of shit. Veterans Taken. Kristen Giardiello:.Rites, Reasons, Seasons Of Love, Peace, And Happiness: Cons And Pros, Counting Heads.I don't speak because I have the power to speak, I speak because I don't have the power to remain silent. Life is a season of changes.

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